A new year..thoughts and facts..

Christmas and New Year is over..
We had a nice time. For Christmas we went to my parents house, and for New Year we stayed home. My brother-in-law came with his girlfriend to stay with us for two weeks. He lives in Ireland, and she is from Slovakia. They are really nice people. We had a nice time together, both here at home and at the cabin. The weather was really cold, so sadly we did not get to go out as much as we would like to.. Emilijan-Andrè is to young to be out when the temperature is below -10 degrees celsius. (about 14 F ), and those days it went all the way down to -27 C (-16.6 F)
We still have that cold here..
It is very nice outside, even if it is cold.. The sun is back, after months away. We have snow and clear blue sky...and poor Emilijan has to stay inside :o(

We have a cold house, so we constantly have to use our fireplace, and starting to get low on wood.. Sitting next to our windows in the livingroom is way too cold! We have ice on the inside of them :o(
But, comparing to other, less fortunate, people both here in Norway, USA and other places in the world..we are lucky! We have a house. We have food. My housband has a job, and our kids have clothes to wear!!

I am thinking a lot about those poor poor kids in Haiti... I wish there was somethink I could do for them..If I had money I would have adopted a couple of those kids whome lost their parents..of if I've had the opportunity I would have gone over there to help in any way I could..

When I am not thinking about those in need...I am beeing selfish..thinking about me! I hate our house!! I hate living where we live..I hate the fact that our neighbours knows our every need! Hate the fact that our house is cold and SMALL!!!
I am having a bad period now,,,mentally.. I am depressed and my fear of how people see me,,,is strong. :o(

I hope to get better soon!

Well..
My time to write for now, is over! Emilijan is getting tired, and has to get ready for his day-time-nap! He stills sleep about two hours in midday, and I love that time for myself!!!

see ya!!